Ant birthday

Happy birthday Ant-hony. hahaha. 18 year old can buy beer, cigarettes and watch m-18 shows. Woohoo. haha. The cake was really nice. Remember to do your econs thingy.

Destiny

But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control
over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream.

Lyrics from Eminem, Mockingbird

08S04 EMO.....

Today was one of the most enjoyable day i had in NJ. Never had so much fun like today, last year. I just realised what an awesome class I have this year. Haha. So much rubbish spreading around. And tomorrow is double ponytail day for the whole class. Woohoo. I really hope we can be in the same class after you all get your results. Wouldn't have it any other way. Today we played captain ball. It was crazy. Crazily funny and fun. Mass dance was great too. Guess who everyone laughed at? I'm such a good dancer. hahaha. Well, tomorrow is gonna be as fun. I hope.

08S04

Styling day

As a continuation from yesterday, I tied my hair in many ways. Having long hair is fun. I usually have really short hair and I dare say this is the longest my hair has ever been. It's been 5 months since I last cut it. Haha. For those people who do have long hair, learn to appreciate it.

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I was bored during math lesson.
I tried something new.


TaDaa...

If i had...

If I had a nelo, it would be:
Red hull
White/Black deck
ML size

To train or not to train

Tomorrow should be my 14th consecutive training if I do go for training. I have some reasons for me not to go but still, I really want to train. It’s something that I really enjoy doing and is also important to me. I’ll see how it goes tomorrow. My parents are really pissed at me for some reasons which I wish not to mention. Somehow, I feel that they really disapprove of what I’m doing with my life. It sucks when they say,”NO”. Sometimes I just go against them and at times heed their words. Someone once asked me if I hated being me. The truth is, if it was just me, I won’t hate myself but when parents are involved, I really do hate myself. I’m not who they want me to be so, in a way, I failed them. And that really sucks.

No training I think.

SUCKS

Open the mind

Well, open up your mind and see like me,

open up your plans and damn you're free

Listen to the music at the moment and maybe sing with me
A peaceful melody

Left alone

I only got myself here to blame.

So i shake off defeat and I start again.

I fell down again.

But I can't complain.

To fight another day.

If only you knew.

YAHOO!

I'M FEELING HAPPY!!!

Thanks for the thought