YA-HA

Well, njcc is finally over and i think i did ok.
Need to work alot harder.
Nationals in 4 more months.
Wont be easy i think.
Come to think of it, nothing was ever easy.
I've came a long way to get where i am,
and i plan to go further.
I'm still not satisfied.
Time to pick up the pace.
My true potential is still sleeping.

Not bad Aiman

Firstly, thanks lucas and clifton for giving such an interesting race.
Secondly, thanks to the people who screamed at me during my race.
Thirdly, thanks to everyone who supported me in one way or another.
Lastly, thanks everyone for a good race today.

Tomorrow is another day.

K1 1000 is for sadistic people who loves to punish their body.
K1 500 is for people who is not afraid to die.

I know you know

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Be there for me

Then I see you standing there

Wanting more from me

And all I can do is try

Then I see you standing there

I'm all I'll ever be

But all I can do is try

Try...

The coming Competition

41 guys for K1 1000m

Only 6 will make it to Grand Final.

46 guys for k1 500m

Only 6 will make it to Grand Final.


Where will I stand?

FOCUS MAX!!!

Sacrifices

Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down

The scarifice of hiding in a lie

Everything has to end you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind

The sacrifice is never knowing

Last minute editing.

Not much time left.
5 days to be exact.
Don't know who i'm going up against.
It won't be easy.
It will be fun.
So crowded.
So many schools.
Visit national art museum today.
Interestingly boring.
Watched Hortan.
Surprisingly funny.
Late for training.
What else?
Hmm....
Dead for physics V.A today
Dead for geog test tomorrow.
Goodnight!

Drained

I feel so tired.
Energy level at an all time low.
Need some rest badly.
At this rate, I'll get owned at njcc.
Training with mountbatten is not very nice.
Different feeling.
I personally do not support the idea of merging.
Hopefully we can stick to being a full nj boat in the first master series.

I want you to be happy.

No more

To get over and done with it.
It can't go on much longer.
Stop it now.

More of sort-of ancient photos

Not so ancient photos

Happy Birthday ElAiNe

After a few months, I finally get to skate again. Very fun, and Free. haha. Signed up for inline skating but didn't pay. In the end, I manage to borrow Eugene's and Xinru's skate for awhile. Seeing them skate reminds me of the time i first learnt how to skate. hahaha. Sex talk after that. Not very fun cos most of us were really tired after the skating session. After that, we waited for Elaine at the grandstand. I feel damn guilty for not going for training. At the same time, i think i really need to recover since my whole body is aching. NJCC COMING!!! haahaha. Anyway, went to eat dinner at toa payoh. Eat, laugh, eat again and laugh. For a emo class, we're not living up to expectations i think. hahaha. And from the pics, I think you can tell how funny it was.

Going back

Morning training, self-training and water training. =) All in a day's work. Went out for breakfast with my class. After that, went for the marine conservation talk. Received a Shark's tooth for answering a question. Captain's ball after that. We got a Captain, a Blocker, a Runner, a Passer and a Shooter. Ownage team. Haha. If there was a Captain's ball competition, I think my class would do fairly well considering how much we play it. Anyway, slacked for a while after that before training and during water training, I tried hard. Alot of things going through my mind now. Need some time off. To be away from everything and find my true self back. I'm becoming someone which I don't want to be. Anyway, met my good friend after training. It's been a really long time since I've seen him. He's the 1st person I talked to from NJ before I came in. Really missed having their batch around. hahaha. Well, thats all for today i guess. Same shit tomorrow. Sorry if I made anyone feel bad.

Breaking

Another funny day in Njc.
E-broadcasting thingy today.

Haha. Was really fun. All the video taking and scene editing. Haha, good day today. Breaking, Breaking, Breaking, Breaking. hahahaha. Anyway, left early to go for training. I did some easy program today. Just mileage i guess. 10k. Boringgg....... Tomorrow is a whole day of free periods. No lesson at all. I shall do some land training to kill time. Maybe some gym training too. Not much time till NJCC. Have to do all i can to shave off a few seconds if i want to make it to finals. Lose weight? Recover fully? Increasing strength and power? So many things to do, so little time. hahaha. Looking forward to it. ahahaha. Well, for more Breaking post, stay tune....

Know my place

I don't know what I've been doing all this time. I'm not one of them. People like me don't do those kinda things. Who am I trying to be? or rather what am I trying to be? Somehow, I feel like I've forgotten who I am and where I came from. I shouldn't be here in the first place. I need to know my place. It's for my own good and others too. Be who I am and stay away from being who I am not.

Anyway, 2nd term starts tomorrow. YA-HA. Things to do: Not pon lecture, Not pon tutorials, Keep up or stay ahead of the class and No finding troubles with teacher.

PB

Today, i hit a new PB. Thought it may still be lousy, at least there's improvement. From this, i conclude that I still have a long way to go. Maybe someday, I might just be reach my goals.

Anyway, after timetrial, I continued to row and row for about 3hrs today. Damn my butt hurts. Rescued a k2 today. Hahaha. UP BY 1!!! National juniors coming up. Exciting and intense. This year is no joke ( not that it had ever been ), but still. If i dont watch it, I wont even pass heats. AHHH!!! hahahaahah. SO FUN!!!!

So many problems, so little time....

GOOD LUCK XRFOS!!! Tomorrow must fly.


After canoeing, went to toa payoh with eduman. Ate lunch, drank XXX drink and went swimming. I think i make a really lousy swimmer. Respect to all fast swimmers out there. I think i shall do more swimming. Maybe like thrice a week on top of everything else? Anyway, now im really tired and i have loads of shit to do.

So... yeah... Adious AMIGOS!!!

Backside

Some ass talking behind my back?
No wonder this team cannot function.
No one is honest to each other.
Frikkin tired and losing interest.
zzzz.
GOODNIGHT!

decisions

My decision is based on the team. But, i will carry on fighting no matter what. I will go wherever to improve myself so that i can help the team perform better in races. I want to see my batch, our team succeed together. Be it in dragonboating or canoeing.

So many things to tell her
But how to make her see
The truth about my past? Impossible!
She'd turn away from me

Results of MR 500

Today i won a gold in k1 men and t1 men. Although i think i'm supposed to be happy, i'm not satisfied. There wasn't enough competition and i didnt beat the 2nd boat by alot. I didnt meet my target. I think by national juniors i still wont be ready. But i will try my best.

Determination MAX

Ball of a time

Highlight of the day: CAPTAIN BALL!!!

Today we played for dunno how long. So fun lah playing with the class. Even if we played against each other, the laughter is always there. A few flops today with the ball. haha. Especially ball slipping of the hand. And ball hitting nose. Xinru quite fast lah. So enthu. Wuhong played well. Sijia, Karen, Tingyun also did surprisingly well too. hahahaha. Eugene advantage because of his height so that dont count. Amanda jump jump jump. hahaa. She's monkey-er thn me lah. Anthony shan't talk abt him. He's meant to have the ball in his hand. And me? well, i just ran around and scream and pass and shoot and block. hahaha. All in the name of fun and laughter, peace and joy. And tmr is the LAST day with s04 as a class. haha. Some people will be out and may not have as much free periods as they have now. My timetable sorta sucks cos i dont think anyone have as much free periods as me. I guess it will be used to sleep, eat or study. hahaha.
Thats all folks. Tmr will be another F.O.S day with s04.

yacht outing pics

The day we set sail...

Emo birthday

Today, we mourned the birthday of ling ling. the emo atmosphere was intense. As for cake, well, no cake. We had something even better. Another one of Amanda's ownage baking. A really huge cookie. haha. There were back up too. Following that was another one of s04's bonding session. We played an unsuccessful game of murderer and a successful game of squirrel-tree game. haha. And unfortunately, i was the victim in the end. So to be fair, I did a simple pole dance thingy with Norman. haha. Just some basic moves, nothing much really. haha. And!!! i posed for the art students today. Shall not elaborate on that. ahaha. Emo birthday Ling ling. Thanks Amanda for the awesome cookie.

Back to econs. zzz

Fly someday

And so, we flew...

New skin

Credits for this skin goes to XRFOS for helping me set it up

The class

Delayed

Ok, so I didn't get to try out. My mistake. Anyway, my next opportunity will be at the national juniors. Hopefully i can clock a good timing and get a good enough placing for them to accept me. If not then, I'll just have to work harder. People are getting quite fast now and the future of canoeing in Singapore seems brighter. Quote from coach, " Just stay where you are and make them come to you". Its not going to be easy but I'm willing to give my all for it.

From now till national juniors,

DETERMINATION MAX

Moral of the story: Always keep to the dateline as it may cost you more then you think.