Happy teachers day

Came to nj in the morning to get my attendance marked and off i went to eat breakfast with the guys at adam road. Following that, i rushed back to Ftp just to make it on time to meet up with all ex-4E2 students. Too bad Seow bugger wast in school. Saw the other teachers though. Mdm Choo, Mdm Rozainah, Ms Kavitha, Mrs Siva, Mr Loh, Mr Kong, Mr Raj, Mr Logan and many others. Its really cool to be walking in the staff room and witnessing the teachers making a pledge to keep on striving to develop the students as much as possible. I wonder how much of a problem had i been to them. haha. Met up with Benjee and company, Mitch and the climbers. Its always fun to be around people like them. I feel so free and happy, like there's nothing to worry about. But now, time to get back on track and continue revising for promos which falls about 3 weeks from now. haha. To all teachers, thank you!!!

Time constraints

So much to crack, so little time. Studies have been improving i think but im still way off from being prepared for promos. No more training till after promos. Damn im really fat now. Time to burn them away. My strength have been going downhill since national schools. -_-" To think that i have to slowly train myself back up again. School have been really dull. Its all studies now. Better make sure its worth it if not i'll be suffering for another year in nj. Feel like running away from all this and just live a carefree life. haha. But thats just a dream, for NOW. The environment doesn't suit me very well. Teachers day celebration this friday! Woohoo. I'll get to see all my classmates and teachers back in FTP. Cant wait. Its been 8 months since i saw them. I miss those times.

A to Z

Aiman (Authentic)
Bee Him (Bratty)
Clayton (Cool), Calvin (Chicken run)
Delle (Deep)
Edmund (Eerie)
Fang Xiu Yi Theodora (Freaky)
Gerald (Genuine), Geraldine (Genius), Gillian (Greedy)
Her Chyuan Sheng (Hunky)
I
Justin (Jovial), Jared (Junky), Jiamin (Jolly)
Khor Kai Jian Desmond (Kind)
Lam Pei Xin (Lunatic), Lam Ai Ting Maxine (Loving)
Matthew (Muscular)
Natalie (Nonsensical), Nina (Nice)
Ong Heng Yang Joseph (Obiang)
Poon Jie Bryan (Porny)
Qin Rui (Queer)
Rebecca (Rascal)
Sylvia (Strong), Soon Chun Mun (Smart), Shiwei (Siao), Sui Ping (Superb), Samirah (Skeptical)
Timothy (Toot), Teo Chee Wee (Tamaguchi), Tiffany (Tacky)
U
V
Wilona (Wastrel), Weishun (Wimpy)
Xiao Ting (Xenophobic)
Yeow Bok Guan (Yahoo!)
Zile (Zesty)


*Sorry if i offended anyone.

Rise and proceed

Lost again. Why do i keep losing? Cos im not good enough. Simple as that. Cant seem to be able to reach my goals yet. In fact, i think im moving backwords. Damn, this sucks. Maths test tomorrow. Econs test on thursday. Physics test i forget when. No turning back. Make or break.

"When i'm out in the lime light, I make sure i shine bright" I hope

What the peng?

I don’t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

From the inside by Linkin Park

Master series (3)

Today was the the third race for the master series. Who would have thought that we would get disqualified? haha. Oh well. Anyway, Mountbatten got first again. This means that they got 2 first and 1 second and since master series is best 4 out of 5, we have to win the next 2 races. Possible? The 4th race will be in october and last in december. Our promos ends in october. haha. After promos must train our asses off to make sure that we win. Hopefully by then we would be ready cos i think now, even if we did proceed to finals, we'll probably get thrashed. haha. GO! GO! GO!
Till the next race.

Nonsense

And that is the joke of the day. Enjoy!

Held back again

Again im not allowed to train till the next master series which is on a sunday. Anyway, did CIP today. We had to sell teddy bears for $3. haha. I went to VIVO with hengyang and edu to sell it there. Hengyang manage to sell all 5 bears whereas me and edu only sold 1 each. hahaha. I think the view at Vivo is really nice. Especially the one facing sentosa. After trying to sell the stuffs, we went for lunch at harbourfront food center where the food is simply cheap and nice. Went back to city hall after that to return the leftovers. It was rather tiring to go around selling stuff especially when it is out in the heat. The frustration of getting turned down by the public. Anyway, today we saw someone with piercing all over his face. How cool is that? haha. I wonder why people would do this kinda things to themselves. One's face is nice as it is and i dont think it needs to be pierced to look better. Guess they dont appreciate what they have. O0ookkkaaayyy. Time for work.
~bye

Bleigh

2 days at KAP. I think its a really good place to study but im kinda sick of macs. Today i had 3 apple pies and yesterday i had a mc spicy meal. Soccer league today was okay i guess. Kids are so violent and vulgar nowadays. Whatever happen to cute and innocent kids?
haha. Anyway, after soccer league, i went back to toa payoh for lunch with jared, weishun, edmund, gerald, sylvia, delle and xiao ting. Food is also getting more and more expensive. haha. A plate of rice with some meat and veggie can be as expensive as a meal at a fast food restaurant. why does sea coconut not taste like a coconut? haha. The kind of intelligent question they asked. CIP tomorrow at orchard. haha. do come down to donate. We will be selling stuffs for charity. Im going to have to sacrifice my study time for cip tomorrow cos its a whole day thingy. I WANT TO ROW AGAIN. The last time i rowed was on wednesday. Today edmund used my boat and hit a drifting tree branch. haha. Please look out for traffic. Especially drifting branches. hahah. Oscillations is quite a manageable topic i guess. Tomorrow i have to complete my econs assignments before the cip thingy. Damn my holidays are boring. I WANT TO GO BACK TO FTP!

Happy birthday singapore

Hello Singaporeans!
haha. Its the nation's birthday. WOOHOO. Peace to all. Peace to econs geog maths and phy assignments.

Independent traning

Time to do self training since i can't row for awhile. Build up strength and power. Once i return after my promos, I'll be faster and stronger. I'll try my best not to lag behind you guys when i come back. I realised that size does matter and that proper building up of strength is important. Water training alone is not enough. I'm already at a disadvantage because of my height but i can make it up with strength. As for technique, I'll focus my 2 water trainings on it. At the same time, I'll try to learn something new throughout this study break. Goals have been set and i plan to reach it by November. Although I am not sure on whether it will work, I'll give it a shot. Its rather intensive but is possible. I'm just gonna stick to it for now and make necessary changes if needed. I seriously got a lot of catching up to do both in canoeing and in studies. All i have to do is pass my promos with not-so-lousy grades. haha. Then i'd be able to give a 100% for my training till next year January. Plan for the future. And stick to it.

Good game

I want to row again and i want to row consistently. Seeing the scf rowers today made me realise how slow i am as compared to them and yet i am not training when im suppose to be. I wish i am a genius then i could train and still be smart. I want to be stronger, bigger and faster. I just want to improve myself. Im way too far behind the BEST. If only i could go join scf. Bet i'll improve much faster there. Next year maybe? I don't mind rowing everyday because i love to row. Being in nj, i hate it alot. Am i being held back from training because my of my lousy academic results? To me its very simple, i want to row and i want to enjoy rowing. Please don't make me hate canoeing just because i have to follow what others think is right. I know i've been quite rebellious at times but i guess sometimes i just cannot agree with what you think is right. Im going to fight not only in canoeing but also in studies. Please let me join scf after my promos. There are some things which i need to prove to myself for now.

Slack phase

Trainings have really been stepped down. Haha. Once a week feels so easy. Sprint programme now which i think is quite redundant. Damn i feel so slow. Im doing 1.31 for 400m. -_- Still far from my goal. Next year don't know what event i'm taking. I hope its a K1 event. haha. No more land trainings as im considered the not-so-smart people who needs to study more. Essays sucks to the core. Its worst than maths. Gp, econs, geog and malay. I'm screwed. haha. Oh well, time to do it. haha. Till next time.