Saturday, 28 March 2009

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

Sunday, 22 March 2009

Bernice


She's a Single lady.

22 weeks

Its 22 weeks to prelims.
Will i be ready till then?
Its possible but I must work FRIKKING hard.
I don't think I've ever worked hard in my life.
I don't know what its like to study hard enough to get an A.
I've never gotten an A.
Not even for PW -_-
For A levels, I will get my As.
How many I don't know.
I will soon understand how hard I've been working.
Hopefully its not enough.
Common test, Prelims and A levels.
3 terms to go!

Thursday, 19 March 2009

Slow down

We're halfway through the march holidays already.
I want time to slow down.
School is really suffocating.
Long hours. Short breaks.
Hate it.
I wish I can take my time to study, to play, to enjoy life.
I guess now is not the right time.
This year is so disgusting.
It's not even fun.


In the water where i center my emotion
all the world can pass me by

Monday, 16 March 2009

Friday, 13 March 2009

I think this is nice.

Tuesday, 10 March 2009

In the end

After much consideration,
I've finally decided.
My dream will have to wait.
I'm not going to Halifax this year for world champs.
I'll probably regret this decision in the future.


Come what may.
I leave it to You.

Saturday, 7 March 2009

Halifax dream

This may sound abit crazy and stupid and foolish and ..... (you get the idea)
But I will do well in common test in July ( at least a D for all my subjects)
And do my best to go for world champs in August.
If I do get to go, I will reach back S'pore on the 18th (I think)
which is one week before prelims.
Sounds crazy?
I think so.



It's gonna be one of the biggest risk I'll ever take.

Wednesday, 4 March 2009

The days


Never thought that I'd miss all this.

Monday, 2 March 2009

The return

It's 4 more days at kallang and we're going home.
Just when I'm starting to like the place.
Oh well.
Today's training kinda suck.
Felt so bad, couldn't push even if I wanted to.
Damn it.
Hate this.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Apart from training,
SCHOOL SUCK so bad this year.
Seriously,
for some reason, I really feel like not coming to school.
2 more weeks to holidays which I'm so looking forward to.

I screwed up my maths lecture test so badly.
Passed physics and gp.
Econs getting back tomorrow.
Geog dont know if I'll ever get back.

I need my friends.
I need to play.
I need to slack.
I need to just lay back not have any worries in the world.
I need to pass all my test.
I need to train damn hard.
I need to be a more mature person. (Geog teacher says I'm immature)
I need to be a better friend.
I need to get decent grades for common test in july.
I need to do well for nationals in april.
I need to do well in prelims.
I need to own A'levels.

I just need to survive this troublesome year.
Help please

Sunday, 1 March 2009

Sad

Is this how life looks?