The return

It's 4 more days at kallang and we're going home.
Just when I'm starting to like the place.
Oh well.
Today's training kinda suck.
Felt so bad, couldn't push even if I wanted to.
Damn it.
Hate this.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Apart from training,
SCHOOL SUCK so bad this year.
Seriously,
for some reason, I really feel like not coming to school.
2 more weeks to holidays which I'm so looking forward to.

I screwed up my maths lecture test so badly.
Passed physics and gp.
Econs getting back tomorrow.
Geog dont know if I'll ever get back.

I need my friends.
I need to play.
I need to slack.
I need to just lay back not have any worries in the world.
I need to pass all my test.
I need to train damn hard.
I need to be a more mature person. (Geog teacher says I'm immature)
I need to be a better friend.
I need to get decent grades for common test in july.
I need to do well for nationals in april.
I need to do well in prelims.
I need to own A'levels.

I just need to survive this troublesome year.
Help please