Ant birthday

Happy birthday Ant-hony. hahaha. 18 year old can buy beer, cigarettes and watch m-18 shows. Woohoo. haha. The cake was really nice. Remember to do your econs thingy.

Destiny

But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control
over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream.

Lyrics from Eminem, Mockingbird

08S04 EMO.....

Today was one of the most enjoyable day i had in NJ. Never had so much fun like today, last year. I just realised what an awesome class I have this year. Haha. So much rubbish spreading around. And tomorrow is double ponytail day for the whole class. Woohoo. I really hope we can be in the same class after you all get your results. Wouldn't have it any other way. Today we played captain ball. It was crazy. Crazily funny and fun. Mass dance was great too. Guess who everyone laughed at? I'm such a good dancer. hahaha. Well, tomorrow is gonna be as fun. I hope.

08S04

Styling day

As a continuation from yesterday, I tied my hair in many ways. Having long hair is fun. I usually have really short hair and I dare say this is the longest my hair has ever been. It's been 5 months since I last cut it. Haha. For those people who do have long hair, learn to appreciate it.

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I was bored during math lesson.
I tried something new.


TaDaa...

If i had...

If I had a nelo, it would be:
Red hull
White/Black deck
ML size

To train or not to train

Tomorrow should be my 14th consecutive training if I do go for training. I have some reasons for me not to go but still, I really want to train. It’s something that I really enjoy doing and is also important to me. I’ll see how it goes tomorrow. My parents are really pissed at me for some reasons which I wish not to mention. Somehow, I feel that they really disapprove of what I’m doing with my life. It sucks when they say,”NO”. Sometimes I just go against them and at times heed their words. Someone once asked me if I hated being me. The truth is, if it was just me, I won’t hate myself but when parents are involved, I really do hate myself. I’m not who they want me to be so, in a way, I failed them. And that really sucks.

No training I think.

SUCKS

Open the mind

Well, open up your mind and see like me,

open up your plans and damn you're free

Listen to the music at the moment and maybe sing with me
A peaceful melody

Left alone

I only got myself here to blame.

So i shake off defeat and I start again.

I fell down again.

But I can't complain.

To fight another day.

If only you knew.

YAHOO!

I'M FEELING HAPPY!!!

Thanks for the thought

=)

Somehow, I will pull through like I always do.

Somehow, we will cross path again.

Somehow, you will achieve your dreams.

Somehow, we will be.

SOMEHOW...

Today's training

Today’s training was rather interesting although I feel it was a waste of time. When we got there, it rained. So the T-U-N-N-E-L was the place to be. And S-I-M-P-L-E-S was what was done. At first it was ok, doing the usual. Then out of nowhere, man in red tights came. Soon after, he made the S-I-M-P-L-E-S became N-O-T-S-O-S-I-M-P-L-E. Even I was struggling to complete it and I can sure tell by the beautiful sound made by everyone that I wasn’t alone. Anyway, after awhile, the rained stop and I was so happy and couldn’t wait to row. But guess what? It rained again so instead of launching, we had to pack up everything and continue with land training. The fun part was that we had to lie on the wet, soggy, green grass to do leg raisers. And to make it funnier, Eugene became our idol for calf raisers. Seriously, he’s calf owns everyone’s. Calf raisers were modified into something really weird which I like to look at people doing. I can say that apart from rolling in the dirty grassy area and the N-O-T-S-O-S-I-M-P-L-E exercises, training was rather relaxed and entertaining. Ha-ha.

Funny stuff happens

See the world

I want to share my experiences with the others. Show them what kind of life I had and what I’ve been through. I bet they haven’t gone through half of what I’ve done. It was really fun and I want others to enjoy the same thing too. But, people are different. Ideas of fun are different. It’s not wrong to give it a shot though. Who knows? They might like it. Looking at what they’re doing now I can say that they haven’t experience much of what life has to offer. Or maybe I’m the one who’s left in the dark. Maybe they’ve gone through so much more than me. Unlike them, I haven’t been to places further then Malaysia. I’ve never even been to Disneyland. Ha-ha. I want to experience the feeling of travelling around the world. It’s something I can only dream of now. That tells of how much of a noob I am in terms of seeing places. Well, to be there and to hear about the place isn’t that much of a difference I guess. Someday, I will go to places and see the world.

Venture to learn

To climb once again

After a really long time, I finally manage to climb again. Although it’s been awhile since I last climbed, I can say that I still have it in me. It’s great to be on the wall, be it bouldering or top rope or leading, the feeling is amazing. Feeling your arms all pumped after a tough climb and the adrenaline of a speed climb. I cannot express it in words. I mean some people may not see climbing as a fun thing to do but I simply love it. When a tough route is completed, I feel happy. When I clock a new personal best, the feeling is even better. In fact, I don’t even have to complete the route to feel satisfied. If I fall, it gives me a sense of challenge, as though the wall is mocking me which drives me to try again. Ha-ha. The feel of the tiles on your toes being enhanced by the rock shoes is nice although uncomfortable. Climbing is something I will always look forward too. It’s just so fun especially if you’re together with your friends. How I miss climbing. Well, I’m going to do more climbing this year.

Invite me to climb please.

Reminisce

Ever since i graduated from secondary school, my life had been such a bore. The people i hang out with are totally different and to be honest, I rather spend time with my sec school friends anytime then hang out with the people around me now. It’s just so different and quite amazing at how different people can be depending on how they were brought up. I mean, it’s not that it’s wrong or anything but I have yet to adapt. In a so-called ' good school ' compared to a random neighborhood school have its fair share of difference. For someone like me who comes from a neighborhood school which can be entered with a psle score of 188 to go to nj which is a 6-pointer school (I think) is a pretty big leap I would say. May be that’s why a lot of people think I’m weird and may be that’s why I can't find anyone like me there. Although I really try to enjoy the company I have, I really prefer those that I have in my sec sch. The teachers are better people, the food is nicer, there's more life, and there are basically everything I need to grow up there. I guess I have to move on if I want to keep improving. So here I am, in nj where I have to grow even more to be a better person. I don't really like it but I guess you can never have everything your way in life. It may be weird of me to say this but to be honest; I'm quite alone in that school. A place where people are generally rich. I still remember the days when I and my friends would spend our savings of the day to go to KFC to eat just because there were coupons to use. Ha-ha. I used to be able to find joy and laughter even when we're just talking. We don't need money or valuable possessions to be happy. We didn't even have to go anywhere. Just being around them brought me joy. And now, I can say that I’m usually putting up a fake smile to make the people around me feel happy. I’m tired of it. I can't always be happy right? I think I need some time off all this shit. I need to spend some time with my old friends. People who I really feel comfortable with.

I’m just tired

Tired

I feel lousy.
I feel weak.
I feel tired.
I feel frustrated.

I'm just not good enough yet.

May be

Its not impossible so why don't we give it out best shot?
Its not like we are goners.
Its not like they cannot be defeated.
Its not like we can't train.
Its not like we are weak.

Just believe...

What i need?

Lets get down to business, I don't have no time to play around.
I need to get stronger.
I need to be hardworking.
I need to be smarter.
I need to be faster.
I need to be alert.
I need to be independant.
I need to be lighter.
I need to be more agile.
I need to be punctual.
I need to be cooperative.
I need to be unselfish.
I need to be honest.
I need to inspire.
I need to be luckier.

Luck is a skill.

Senior farewell pictures

People of the K squad

My performance for the seniors

Guys team with some buggers who refused to take a picture

Junior guys with some people who still refuse to take a picture

The closing of 2007

Emo Edmund

Emo Aiman

Goodbye 2007

more pictures from 2007

Last pictures of 2007

Some pre xmas thingy

A few days before christmas, a few handsome guys was invited by a pretty girl to a pre christmas event at her church. On that day after training, the 3 guys was still contemplating on whether to go for it or not. After much consideration, they finally decided to go. It was a retro party so they had to dress retro-ly. Not knowing how to dress retro-ly, they just took some clothes out of their cupboards. And, tadaaa, we got 4 handsome guys.





And so, the guys were led to the designated venue. When they got there, it was raining slightly. The event had to wait or rather, they had to wait. While waiting, they took a photo of themselves in the church as shown below.






As you can see from above, 2 guys are wearing shades even though its at night. This is too simply cover up their charming looks to prevent the girls from falling for them. The botak guy is ah toh, the one in green shirt is ah soo, the one in singlet is ah heng and the non botak, white shirt with shades is ah man. The one behind us is some random person who like being in pictures. Beside ah man, is miss lee. On miss lee's right is miss chan. After the rain stopped, the event resumed. At first, it was just eating. After that, there was a nice show acted by the church people. It was rather entertaining. ............................................................................ After the event, was the highlight of the day.

Going home.

2008

Its the start of the year people, and school starts tmr.
Things to do in 2008:
-NOT lag in tutorials
-NOT fail any tests
-NOT get blacklisted by teachers
-Become more responsible for my studies
-NOT skip lectures
-NOT sleep in class/lectures
-NOT insult people too much
-Become more hardworking
-Work towards being a leader
-NOT getting into trouble with the team
-Hand in all homework on time
-Improve my studies
-Improve my canoeing
-Improve my character
-Improve my life

On the first day of 2008, I'd like to wish everyone a happy new year and that
all your hopes and dreams for this year will as far as possible be a reality.
Good luck everyone for 2008