Saturday, 26 January 2008

To train or not to train

Tomorrow should be my 14th consecutive training if I do go for training. I have some reasons for me not to go but still, I really want to train. It’s something that I really enjoy doing and is also important to me. I’ll see how it goes tomorrow. My parents are really pissed at me for some reasons which I wish not to mention. Somehow, I feel that they really disapprove of what I’m doing with my life. It sucks when they say,”NO”. Sometimes I just go against them and at times heed their words. Someone once asked me if I hated being me. The truth is, if it was just me, I won’t hate myself but when parents are involved, I really do hate myself. I’m not who they want me to be so, in a way, I failed them. And that really sucks.

No training I think.

SUCKS

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