Off to climb

Finally, I get an opportunity to climb. And better still, climb with fellow climbers from FTP. Tomorrow I'll be leaving for K.L. in the morning. Hopefully can reach before 3pm. Taking a coach there. It's gonna be long ride. Nevertheless, it will be really funny as always. Will be back soon. Shall try to get something nice for my NICE friend if I can. No promises. Really excited to go. When I come back, there will be loads of photos uploaded. Please take care of my boat and yes I will take care of my butt and not break any limbs. I shall try to finish some work there. Common test in 3+ weeks. How time flies. Anyway, I shall go pack my bag now. Adious my friends. Will be back before you know it. haha.

Don't miss me too much. Lol

Feeling this

Look to the past
And remember her smile
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the seat
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

Sick of it

All this has to stop.


I'm not myself when you're around.


What am I trying to do?


Why do I do feel bad about such things?


What am I trying to prove?


You're better than me, no doubt about that.


So, why do I still feel this way.


What nonsense, this is getting childish.


Before I get anyone else angry, I should let go of it.

the start

Again im at manda's house. playing piano with my duet partner, wong sijun. currently learning to read scores of a grade 2 book. i shall clear grade 2 book asap. haha. practice makes perfect. anyway, they're playing the piano now which i think is so-so only. hahah. tomorrow start of the death month. go through it with a positive mind and get stronger or go through it with a negative attitude and not gain anything. hmm. natls in about a month or so. training camp on friday. promos in 4 weeks. so many things to dao, so little time. well, here we go. Hello! holiday.

Cabal-ing

Hello, it's been awhile since i've updated my blog.
Its probably because i've been cabaling too much.
Its not sustainable to cabal everyday. i tend to sleep really late cos i'll be multi tasking between work and play.
In the end, very little is done.
And GP va. zzz
Stayed up till 3+ just to complete it.
It was quite funny though. At 2+ so many people were online, all with the same purpose. hahaha.
Thn today was investiture. Felt really bored. Saw a BD today. hahaha. Sijun is an ass lah.
And, i'm currently learning how to play the piano. Crazy. Gt a few teachers who teaches me piano.
what else?
Oh and amanda's house rocks. lol
cool dog, cool rabbit, cool bird, cool piano, cool room and loads of cool stuff. And the good thing is, pizza is just a stone throw away. haha. Didnt know there was pizza there.

Till next time XR, bye bye. (happy?) haha

the burger of the night

Guess what I had for dinner yesterday. haha. Does it really matter what I eat?
Anyway, just wanted to show you what a Double Mc Cheef / Beeken looks like.
Haha. It was good.

Day by day

Where are you guys?
It's been a really long time since I see you all at Macritchie.
Are you all not going to come down anymore?
Game over already?
Sometimes I see one or two people at morning training.
Water training, it's just me left.
Come back and train!
Why do you all not want to at least try?
Other people are trying so hard.
Our juniors and the other schools.
All wanting to beat us.
Come back and go through it with me.
I want to see you all at the start line in July.
Don't leave me alone.
zzz

New and improved

Just to let you all know, not that it matters or anything, my footrest gt severely damaged on Friday after coming back from Billy. Damn, I didn't know my toes could so much damage. Anyway, feeling desperate, I asked around for solutions to my problem. Many solutions were given but I didn't which to choose. So, I decided to modify it little. I reinforced the broken footrest with 2 pieces of 3mm aluminium plate. Went back to FTP on thursday to find my Design and Tech teacher. After telling him about what I needed, he agreed to help. So, I came back on friday and we started constructing it. Cutting the metal, filing it and also drilling it. Reminds me of making my artifact for O'levels. Its been awhile since I've touched those tools. And now,
My toes shouldn't be able to damage this. All thats left is to add a footstrap and it will be ready for use. Hopefully can try it out on monday.

To be there when you're not

No more of it.
It's hopeless.

C'mon Aiman.
All you can do is to keep going forward.

It's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is.
So no more worries,
rest your head and go to sleep.
May be one day you'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

Deal or not deal? DEAL!!!

Today, me and xinru made a deal. Common test challenge.

The points system.
Rewards are as follows.Our signature.
NO turning back. If i lose, my pocket will have a hole so big that it wouldn't be called a pocket anymore. It will be a vacuum.

Training

Take what you were born with. Make it better.
"I train until I can carry the weight of expectations", LIU XIANG
"I am the master, my body's the pupil", MANNY

It take a lot of effort to make it look effortless.

I train to prove something wrong.

I miss you

It has only been about 4 days since I last saw you.
Why do I feel like we've been separated for years?
I feel so down when you're not around.
When are you coming back?
I want to see you soon.
I know you've gone to get stronger.
And you will be when you get back.
But I can't bear to go through another day without you.
Nothing can replace you.

I want you back.
My one and only....boat.

Cool stuff

This is by far the coolest thing I've seen in Amanda's house. haha.

Good class

Yeah, that's why.

Siblings

The wonderful thing I like about brothers and sisters,
sisters and brothers are wonderful things.
The things I like about brothers and sisters...

Is just about everything.

Keep running

It's like a world with no gravity.
Nothing to hold me down.

The finishing line is yet to be in sight.
A journey of infinite possibilties.

Trying with all my might,
to make this dream a reality.

See it as an alibi,
but i promise you this dream will never die.