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Hello!
I don't know what I'm thinking right now.
Best I just type random stuff.
What I'm feeling now really sucks.
A little bit of this and that.
What am I thinking?
What am I trying to achieve?
What am I doing?
Who do I want to be?
Where do I want to go?
Who am I kidding?
This is all nonsense.
I'm not focusing with my life.
So many things in my head, it hurts.
Damn it.
Someday you'll see,
I will make you proud of me.
BYE!


By the way,
I'M TALLER THAN SHALOM!!!